We Have To Look

Brave Americans are risking peace of mind to search through the Epstein videos and the files. We have to look or this will never be stopped. You can bet it is ongoing in some better hidden place.

There is a standing wave of unconsciousness world-wide that made space for this to happen.

The spiritual enemy is being unconscious. For children who survive molestation the unconsciousness begins with them. The child’s mind shuts down and forgets, it is so traumatic.

I have treated 100s of patients who ended up recovering buried memories of being molested by their fathers, some their mothers, some uncles, some strangers. The molestations happened at very early ages, from infancy, to toddlers to 5, 6, 7 years of age. If you don’t believe me about infancy, an infant arrived dead on arrival at Grady Hospital having choked to death on sperm. His father did it. Many fathers invite their buddies to party in the basement with their daughters and other children, setting up a mini trafficking operation couched as a fun party, beer and all. This is far more common than you think.

There are stories of girls telling their mothers and the mothers refusing to believe them and doing nothing to protect them. But here is my theory of why that happened – the mother herself was unconscious. She was molested, does not remember it and if it was her father she is attracted to a husband who will become a pedophile after his daughters are born. Or sons. Her mind will not let her see it.

If you still don’t believe me about how prevalent this is, read Predators by Anna C. Salter, PhD, another psychologist who was shocked at how many of her patients recovered memories of being molested. Your disbelief is a sure way to stay unconscious. That is the microcosm of unconsciousness.

Let’s move on to the macrocosm. How could Epstein’s big business of creating a lavish assembly line of raping, murdering and even eating children and underage girls stay unnoticed? And we know that people sent the FBI videos, pictures, warnings, alerts, EVERYTHING to tell them at great risk to themselves, and what did they do? Nothing. What could we call that refusal to act – a failure of compassion on a mass scale? FBI are macho men – our protectors. Is psychopathy part of their training? I can’t believe they were frozen in unconsciousness like the ordinary citizen.

We have to look. We have to see the pain of these dead and mutilated children, and the living victims. We have to tell their ghosts, “I see you. I will not let this go. I will force myself to see your suffering.”

My colleague William Emerson, PhD said to those of us reliving over-the-top childhood trauma, “They can’t get your soul.” So to our little annihilated ghost children who wake us up in the night we say, “They didn’t get your soul. We will remember you always.” We WILL bring these monsters to justice so the monsters still out there know they cannot get away with this no matter how rich and powerful they are.